December 2008
Balance
I have a problem with finding it in most areas of my life. 4am revelations are the best aren’t they?
It’s new years eve tomorrow. Today I have gotten so lost in the days off I was totally unaware of what day it is, and that new years eve is tomorrow. I hate ny. I hate how predicatably boring it always is. I hate what it stands for. I hate that the good intentions behind new beginnings and resolutions, that never last, that are usually half hearted and that don’t often mean a...
oh my actual goodness →
This, is how I’ve gone to sleep for the last three weeks ish… It is a ‘favourite song ever’ contender for me…and I’m not even sure why.
If anyone knows where I can get a copy of this song for keeps, I’d very much like to know.
Christmas eating....
Must. Stop. Eating.
I just saw a photo of me from the summer before last. I was much slighter. I was poorly. So I’m not trying to be tiny again. But seriously, I need to stop eating all the food because it’s there and because I’m bored.
wow.
Thomas Merton: “God utters me like a word containing a partial thought of Himself. A word will never be able to comprehend the voice that utters it. But if I am true to the concept God utters in me, if I am true to the thought in Him I was meant to embody, I shall be full of His actuality and find Him everywhere in myself, and find myself nowhere. I shall be lost in Him.”
wow.
The 365 Photo Project
ephemeron:
nighthawks:
Is anyone else in Tumblr-land doing this project in the new year? I tried it once but gave up pretty fast, though I am very determined to finish it in 2009. If so, I would love to add you to Flickr to follow along!
i think i am going to try this again. i have a dslr and it’s been difficult for me to carry it around to the places i’ve been. but now i have an iphone and the...
I am waiting for Amy. She is going to rescue me from these walls. I love my family, completely… but it’s nicer when I am not stuck here, y know? We will go for lunch and talk and I am looking forward to it.
Christmas TV is lame.
I am watching Deception. So far, Ewan is hot, but I am bored. I think I bought a brand new car today… ugh… i think thats everything I never wanted.
Although I shall be glad to have a car again.
Very super glad.
I’ve been spending time off the internet this holiday in order to use that time more wisely. To be still and remember.
Thing is, it’s been impossible to find any stillness, any silence, and peace. I’m ok…. I just want some space.
car-less :(
Today, I decided I’d get up early, take my time, no rushing for me.I did well. By 6.45 I was in the shower. I usually leave for work at 8.35am. Today though, I was about to walk out the house at 8.20am. I thought about sitting down and reading for 10 minutes or so, so not to be overly early to work. Then again, I figured it’ll be good for me to be there a little earlier for once....
a night to remember
I came home and had pic-n-mix for dinner. Mom called to say I had a package arrive and it is books!!! I drove to their house to find two copies of Infinity Blues. Oh my. Got back home, and my BEST Charlotte called to tell me she is engaged!!!!!!
To Charlotte and Luke, You are a beautiful example of real love and I am totally honoured to know you both, to have always called you friends and to get...
reminded..
that badly drawn boy is a clever man.
lighten
up.
My evening has been taken over by shallow movies. Elf was on. Fun. Then 50 first dates. Fun. Pansy, but fun. Now About a boy. I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired, but I will keep my eyes open just for this. Hugh is too charming to switch off.
Face ache
I am watching Elf.
Fun-ny.
